I don't really trust that easily , from past things in my life . And I don't have a lot of guy friends cause things never seem to work out . But when I came to high school I thought things would be different that I could find true friends and that i would have the best four years of my life . That wasn't true . Freshmen year was a joke I thought i had a good true friend But she left me behind when her best friend came to New York and that was it . Sophomore Year I made friends again and I began to get close to this boy named Eddie , he was sweet and understanding . I thought we could be friends and in the end he screwed me over . Telling people my business and not being honest with me . Meanwhile all my classmates thought I'm the world's biggest B cause I'm not speaking to him , yet they don't know the whole story .Then in the summer I found myself in a relationship that I thought I would never be in . My first real relationship in my life and it was all fake , my friend Josh told my partner that I was cheating and trying to be with him . Of course this caused us to break up but we never spoke about the break up . In Junior year we tried the relationship again when we found out that the rumor wasn't true and Joshua was spreading lies . Things were going  and yet again I was blinded by things that happened in my face . My partner cheated on me with someone in the school and broke up with me on valentine's day . Yet  didn't tell me why we broke up , the reason was because my partner needed space . So I believed what they said , not questioning it . But later found out the truth and killing me slowly inside , making me feel like I wasn't good enough and that I was a waste of time . I couldn't believe it but I tried to get over it . Junior year I lost three friends because of betrayal  . In the summer of 2010 I began speaking to the partner again , even though I knew deep inside this was a mistake again I had to follow my heart .  I began to fall for the partner and they told me the feelings were being returned I was played again. This time I knew I had to take a stand for myself so I told my partner How I felt , maybe not in the nicest way but I needed to do it. In July I went to college summit , going there change my look on my life and the mistakes I had done . By letting people hurt me wasn't the greatest thing for me . So I learned how to forgive those I needed to and forgot the others who meant nothing to me . I learned that my life is mines and I shouldn't put up with crap from anyone . Loving myself was the only way I could be truly happy with me. So I keep the friends I would give my life for safe by my side and never loose  grip of them . Other people come and go and I have to learn when to let them go and accept that not everyone is going to remain in your life forever . It's up to you to learn who to keep and who to let go.