WHY I LOVE BRITNEY SPEARS

This talented ,pretty , young, successful , women is my role model since est 1999 . When I saw here  perform in a talk show . She makes me want to be a better person and I love her music . The summer of 2009 I went to her concert and I had a blast lost my voice but it was wroth it . I was soo close to her that I could almost touch her if the gates weren't there . That was my wish come true and I have lived a good life lol . But she needs to come out with another c.d so I can buy it and jam to it . I would love to meet and talk to her . I have to tell her so much and how she helped me be the happy person I am today.

Best Friends

I love my best friends they mean the world to me

This is emane , I met this girl in the 6th grade , she means the world to me . Ever since we met this girl has been trying to get me little crazy and she is slowly rubbing off . We balance eachother out , she is wild I tame her and she tries to make me have fun . I love her so much , when everything is wrong I turn to her for advice and she always points me towards the right road . we use to stay on the phone for hours talking about nothing at all , just talking or not even talking watching shows and having eachothers company on the phone lol .I see us being friends til we die lol

oh my Susan , lol I met this crazy chick in 9th grade in mrmccabe's class aka math b lol . This girl is my sister from another mother , she is always supporting and telling me I can do whatever I set my mind too . She is in college now and I'm so proud of her , and she is always telling me that I can do it as well. We always have a ball when we hang out , oh my god a story I can tell you about this girl , we went to go see eclipse and after the movie was over we went to bk . We all know that bk sponsers eclipse so they had a sticker of jacob black on the door it was life size . So that was big , tell me how this girl peeled it off and ran lol omg . I truely love this girl to death .

Mirna ,Mirna , Mirna  lol I love this girl she is so clam and realxful that it's funny lol . I know she is crazy really deep inside and that scares me sometimes lol . Nah she is the kindest , sweetest person I've meet . Of course she has a temper and a bad side to her but that's what I love about her . I'm always here for her and I know that she will always be there for me . We can talk about anything, even though were different she understands me so perfectly . We just became close friends this year and I can tell we will last a long time together .

Anaaaaa, I freaking love this girl ,
Now this girl is crazy for sure though no lie lol . But that's why I love her cause she makes me feel like im not alone . She is always there for me , even if I need someone to buy clothes with lol . WE support eachother through everything and I love that about realtionship yea we disagree about certain stuff but yet she knows everything about me . I love you girl

Shanice and I do not own a picture together so I put a picture of her by herself . shes special lol sike lol jk she is a very good friend I'm upset that we began to get close her senior year but we will countine to stay good friemds . I can't wait to have more memories with her . Cause right now we are in a path and i can't wait to see where the path takes us

I don't really trust that easily , from past things in my life . And I don't have a lot of guy friends cause things never seem to work out . But when I came to high school I thought things would be different that I could find true friends and that i would have the best four years of my life . That wasn't true . Freshmen year was a joke I thought i had a good true friend But she left me behind when her best friend came to New York and that was it . Sophomore Year I made friends again and I began to get close to this boy named Eddie , he was sweet and understanding . I thought we could be friends and in the end he screwed me over . Telling people my business and not being honest with me . Meanwhile all my classmates thought I'm the world's biggest B cause I'm not speaking to him , yet they don't know the whole story .Then in the summer I found myself in a relationship that I thought I would never be in . My first real relationship in my life and it was all fake , my friend Josh told my partner that I was cheating and trying to be with him . Of course this caused us to break up but we never spoke about the break up . In Junior year we tried the relationship again when we found out that the rumor wasn't true and Joshua was spreading lies . Things were going  and yet again I was blinded by things that happened in my face . My partner cheated on me with someone in the school and broke up with me on valentine's day . Yet  didn't tell me why we broke up , the reason was because my partner needed space . So I believed what they said , not questioning it . But later found out the truth and killing me slowly inside , making me feel like I wasn't good enough and that I was a waste of time . I couldn't believe it but I tried to get over it . Junior year I lost three friends because of betrayal  . In the summer of 2010 I began speaking to the partner again , even though I knew deep inside this was a mistake again I had to follow my heart .  I began to fall for the partner and they told me the feelings were being returned I was played again. This time I knew I had to take a stand for myself so I told my partner How I felt , maybe not in the nicest way but I needed to do it. In July I went to college summit , going there change my look on my life and the mistakes I had done . By letting people hurt me wasn't the greatest thing for me . So I learned how to forgive those I needed to and forgot the others who meant nothing to me . I learned that my life is mines and I shouldn't put up with crap from anyone . Loving myself was the only way I could be truly happy with me. So I keep the friends I would give my life for safe by my side and never loose  grip of them . Other people come and go and I have to learn when to let them go and accept that not everyone is going to remain in your life forever . It's up to you to learn who to keep and who to let go.

Keion fix my computer pc's

Unlike keion I will charge a penny to fix something I messed up


To check out a computer I will charge, well it depends where you live too if you're making me travel for you , traffic, if i need gas , trains are delayed , highway traffic , I'm having a bad day ,weekend , if its rainning , snowing, sunny and i dont want to see you , my day off , umm the problem is not worth it.. the price would be : like i said depends what i had to go through.....

repairs:78.00
walk in : 50
reseting system :700
if i'm hungrey and I want something to drink and you dont give me nothing :50 + reseting system
hours: 700 + (hours) you do the math
if you tell me to leave your house : 90
if i need to come back :20
if you call after i leave to complain about things i did wrong :30

Twilight

Okay this is the best movie ever lol for real though. Like I don't get it why people do not like this movie . I can watch it over and over all the time . I've seen this movie alottt lol




    

Now new moon , um this was the introduction to Jacob Black (taylor) but besides that this wasnt my favorite movie , But I really didn't like the book either . The whole time I'm thinking like forget Eward you have Jacob now . Like dang this irl went through six months of depression over this guy , who tries to kill himself for her and almost gets her killed .Then everything is okay again thats bull . But hey I didn't write the book . But I like the movie dont love it like it .

Now this movie right here <----------- , this movie right here beat all of them by far . The way it was directed and produced was amazing the book was great and i couldnt wait for this movie to be realsed lol . I have seenthis movie more than twilight and i've seen that movie alott lol oh the plot is great the action is great the love triangle is amazing . Even though I am team Jacob I knew she was going to pick Eward since I read the book . I can't wait for breaking dwan that movie is going to be hot , not too much action like eclipse, But more love scenes for sure since eward and bella get married tou know what that means lol ;)  

About My Job

 My job is learning about computers the hardware , software all that . Its very boring at times and other times its very interesting to learn about . The first day was great we came and left cause the a.c wasn't working lol and then from there everyday working but Sundays . Saturdays we come in for a class the class i take is called tell a story . Right now we're making videos and campaigns for something of our choice . Mine is cyber bullying . I work with Ashley she is a cool person to work with she has great ideas . the Lamp people are very helpful and nice . I really like Alex and Maga  (  i think that's how you write her name idk ) but they re cool . This class is making me think about photography as a career , I have always had a Passion for it but now i think i can do something about it . But back to the job , lol the job is great at the end of day its almost like school but thank god I have Marina by my side cause I would have died without her lol .

College Summit

On the July 22nd I went to Boston for a once in a life time experince . We went to Amherst college for four days , we stay in the droms and with a roomate that you didnt know from another school . So going there knowing that was kinda scarey cause usually I don't like to be with people I dont know . But as soon as we got there it seemed like you could let go of your worries and no one would judge you . The first day is a blur now cause we did so much . But truthfully speaking I hated the first day I wanted to go home .The rap group is at the end of the day around ten or eleven depending what time we are done with the day lessons . The first rap group was emontional , hearing everyones stories made you think about your life and see that your not alone . Even though I didn't stand in front of the room and say my story I did write about my story and the struggles I went through in my life . My writing coach was so amazing that I wrote my heart out to the point I cried . She made me feel safe so that I could write it , before that I could not write about myself. Now I read my pesonal statement and I am proud of myself , and I will always thank college summit for changing my life without knowing it .

MY FIRST BLOG!!!

Omg my first blog lol I'm so happy . Well today is raning in New York and it's type cold bit it feels good to get away from the 90's . The song that I can not get off my mind is "Kissin you" by Miranda cosgrove, I have no idea when it first came out I hated it . But some how you end up knowing all the lyrics , Like Miley songs I hate them so much yet I know the words . I just don't get it . I just realized that school is just around the corner and I'm going to be a senior WTF? Honestly speaking I do not feel ready to become a senior with all the drama and stress with colleges , S.A.T's , prom , boys , girls , ahhh . I truely hate my school Renaissance High school its so small that everyone knows eachother business and its annoying. But when you have great friends they help you get threw the hard times . One of my best friends is Marina Huth she helps me laugh about stupid stuff and I can tell her anything . She is a great person . Another is Ana (idk her last name lol ) but she is amazing just all around crazy and fun . You can tell her anything as well and without judgment . Those are my girls in the school , most of my other friends left in June going on to college . But I have one more great firend who attends another school (Emane) I've been her friend since 6th grade and she knows everything about me and vise versa .